stress...

WHEEEEE!! two more weeks. you would think I would be happy.

I'M NOT

I bet that took you by suprise!!! happy I am not. I am upset. and stressed. and tired. and sick. and I just wanna go HOME.
yeah. Its out. I wanna be home. in a bed where my feet DON'T hang off the end, in a room that DOESN'T have heater demons, with people who DON'T feel the need to constantly stress me out with trivial things like calculus. Seriously? what was I thinking. Calculus?!? when am I EVER going to use that in real life. If I am in a job where I need to find the volume of a spinning irregular shape by using tiny little rectangles all stacked on top of one another quickly...I need to find a new job.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Thats all I feel like I can do. I feel like I am running around like a chicken with its head cut off, and I have only been back two days! Sure I sat with my friends today, with out a care in the world, but I think my room has a curse on it... As soon as I walked in it hit me like a brick wall.
I have a calc exam friday
I register for classes friday
I have to help make wreaths wednesday
I have to finish the dance at the Y Saturday
the Y kids perform next week
I perform next week!
hanging of the greens is this weekend
Ice skating is this weekend
I have upwards of twenty pages of notes (growing every day) that I have to memorize for my fourth bio test on the sixteenth (thank the Lord almighty that his final isn't cumulative....I have more than a notebook of notes for his class...)
I have a calc final that IS cumulative (YIKES)
my performance next week counts for more than I can afford to think about....
my room has to be clean and moved out of one side before I leave incase I get a roommate
I DON'T WANT A ROOMMATE!!! (never thought I would say that one)

*sigh* so enough complaining. Here is my christmas list:
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Laura’s Christmas List.

V neck cashmere sweaters

Cardigans

Cute dresses (they have some I like online at pacsun.com. Look under girls, then dresses. I especially like the Volcom Jezabel dress)

Tights in any color/patterns

Jeans!!! (30 waist, 34-36 in inseam, dark coloring)

Capri sweat pants

More convertible tights!!!! Any color or pattern, footless is great too! (I am ALWAYS out of tights….)

Twilight’s official illustrated movie guide

Twilight series (original covered books [all black and red covers] hardback)

The new Narnia DVD

Any fun DVD that looks like me

Any fun books you think I would enjoy

Cute stationary/notepads

Stamps (like crazy)

Fun big jewelry (for Sunday brunch :D)

Lots of sweaters!

Anything fun and polka dotted (love it)

X box with:
Skate
Rock Band

Touch iPod

New cell phone

Digital Camera

A puppy dog.

Some sort of aquatic animal that isn’t a fish (the only thing I am allowed here)

Zach, I just saw that you guys are on my blog. If you feel I made a wrong choice somewhere when it comes to electronics...feel free to let me know!

Alright. well HUGE post from me. Love ya!